The Sullenness of Goodbye

You held my hands

but I let go

And I just don't know

Maybe I just can't

Maybe I have to give up

Maybe it's "time's up!"

The pain had brought me here

So just don't you dare

Blaming me for giving up

Feeling that it's my fault

Not realizing your worth

Ask, do you really have that worth?

You might wonder why

But it's time to say goodbye

I want happiness someday

By not letting this feeling stay

The reason of giving up is you

I know you know you do

You're not dumb enough

Are you?

A Wish for You and Me

Every so often we had misunderstandings, quarrels, and other bothering things happening in us. However, I hope that we still continue to hang on with each other. I know that there are times when giving up seemed to be next in line but let's just talk, and figure how to fix things out. 

It's quite normal in a relationship to face challenges but it's up with the people on how they will manage it. Let's not give chances for challenges to beat us in our way, let's face it with all our might, hand in hand, and with the grace of God.

Isn't it nice to hear that couple still stand together even the test of time? Good relationships in the world are not those with always happy happenings but those who have been molded  by challenges and trials but still they are together, not giving up. 

Let us also be sensitive enough of the feelings of our partner. If you think you're doing is not proper anymore or would create a doubt then better not do it because it might create a disaster.

Well, it's so okay in a relationship to still have in contact with other friends even with an opposite sex, but still be careful. In a couple, the relationship to lasts is to trust each other, so never ever try to break it.Well, there will be limitations in terms of the range of interaction and closeness.

The feeling of being in love is such a wonderful thing on earth! Let's not waste it by having so much doubts. But of course, in order to have  no doubt, show that you can be trusted. It's just a matter of give and take.

^.^

P.S

I wish that our connection from

each other would last. Let's

avoid bitterness and pain. 

Look Who's Crying!

"Dammit!" That's just what I always say whenever I feel the tears rolling within my cheeks. It sucks to see someone like my age crying! But I guess I felt more than an idiot whenever I cry.  

It's okay to cry because it gives you a bit of a relief. Our heart consumes so much energy whenever we cry and I think crying is also a way of exercising our heart (well except for those who have heart problems).. Whenever we feel lonesome and sad and we just can't bear anything that is happening in our life, we can call a friend or somebody who can give comfort to us. However, if we're just shy enough to show to other people our crying times, we can find a quiet and empty place where we could burst out all our sadness and pain. If you want to shout, just SHOUT! It feels good to shout. It ceases the pain.

As for me, if Mom's not home and I'm home alone, I just go to my room, lights off, hugging my teddy bear, and my face cupped with a pillow, and then I shout and burst all my pain and weariness. After that, I'll immediately get to the mirror and look at myself. I'll make realizations and reflections regarding the problem I have. I also even cry in front of a mirror. Crazy it may seem but it actually works! 

Well, that's how I do it. I just hate crying in front of people.

As you can see, it makes so much dirt on my face! ^^ lol

Cry if you want to! It makes a good feeling after.

Just make sure that after you cry, you'll make a good possible outcome of your problem. Don't just set yourself for just crying. Make a move!