Because Hey!

Because Hey! The tremble of voice I hate And people popping like bubble I’m having a hard time to meditate Because hey! You make me vulnerable! Stop that gaze from your eyes Stop these things while I can Stop for making me mesmerized Because hey! I’m falling in love! And now you've come your way You hold my hands and stare Still confused until you say “Because hey! I’ve loved you in my most special way.”

I DARED ANSWERING THIS.

Asked someone to marry you?

 - INNOCENT.

Kissed 1 of your Facebook friends? 

- GUILTY.

Danced on a table in a bar?

- INNOCENT.

Ever told a lie?

- GUILTY.

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back? 

- GUILTY.

Kissed a picture?

- GUILTY.

Slept in until 5 PM?

- GUILTY.

Shouted at someone in public? 

- GUILTY.

Fallen asleep at work/school?

- GUILTY.

Hurt somebody's feelings by rejecting their love for you?

- GUILTY.

Been suspended from school?

- INNOCENT.

Worked at a fast food restaurant?

- INNOCENT.

Tried to impress someone you like by doing their favorite hobby? 

- GUILTY!

Stole something from a store? 

- INNOCENT.

 Been fired from a job?

- INNOCENT.

Done something you regret?

- GUILTY!

Sang a song then cried after-wards?

- GUILTY!

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?

- GUILTY!

Brought your girlfriend/boyfriend at home?

- Guilty.

Kissed in the rain?

- Guilty.

Sat on a roof top? 

- GUILTY

Kissed someone you shouldn't?

- GUILTY.

Sang in the shower?

- GUILTY.

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? 

- INNOCENT.

Shaved your head?

 - INNOCENT.

Slept naked? 

- INNOCENT.

Ever been to your girlfriend/boyfriend's house?

- INNOCENT.

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

- GUILTY.

Been in a band?

-  INNOCENT.

Shot a gun?

- INNOCENT.

Used someone to make somebody else get jealous? 

- GUILTY!

Donated Blood? 

- INNOCENT.

Dated twice in 1 day?

 - GUILTY.

Eaten cheesecake?

- GUILTY.

Still love someone you shouldn't?

- GUILTY.

Have/had a tattoo?

- INNOCENT.

Liked someone, but will never tell who?

 -GUILTY.

Been too honest?

 - GUILTY.

Ruined a surprise?

- GUILTY.

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk after-wards?

- GUILTY.

Deleted someone in your friends list? 

- GUILTY.

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?

 - GUILTY.

Joined a pageant?

- GUILTY.

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?

- GUILTY.

Had communication w/ your ex? 

- GUILTY.

DATING Someone?

- INNOCENT.

Got drunk 1 night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?

- INNOCENT.

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare?

- GUILTY.

Ruined a relationship w/out doing it on purpose?

- INNOCENT

Get totally angry that you cried so hard?

 - GUILTY.

Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?

 - GUILTY. 

Thought about suicide?

 - GUILTY

Ever had a dream of someone special kissing you?

- GUILTY.

Ever had a girlfriend/boyfriend w/c you didn't really love? 

- GUILTY.

Tried illegal drugs and the like?

- INNOCENT!

Rode on a stranger's vehicle? 

- GUILTY.

Stalked someone?

 - INNOCENT.

Been so drunk that you forget things that happened while you were intoxicated?

- INNOCENT.

Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?

 - GUILTY.

INTRIGUING .....

A Glimpse of Sad Thought About Birthday Celebration

Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday to you! 

Altogether we sang this every time someone is celebrating their birthday. Everyone there must be happy, right? And that includes, of course, the celebrant who should be the happiest upon celebrating one's birthday. But when it comes to mine, I feel a little oppositely as my birthday arrives. Yes, I am happy because God has given me another year, another life, another chance to prove myself and to continue my purpose in this terrestrial. But sometimes, when I try to compare my birthday celebration to the others it just feels different. I'm not saying that I am jealous or something like that but I wonder so much how they feel being the center of attention of everybody and everyone is just so much on hand upon the preparations and the surprises they are going to make for the birthday celebrant. Me, myself even gets hysterical every time my friend or somebody close to me will be celebrating his/her birthday. I participate every time some of my friends would initiate surprises for the celebrant. I would contribute something so that it will become more memorable birthday celebration for them, but afterwards I ask myself "Would there be like this on my birthday?"... Maybe it's called envy, but it's not particularly to the person but the happening. I'm envious because they got to experience birthdays they never thought would happen: a surprise, everyone busied them selves just to prepare for something on their birthday, given their time, effort, and money just to make it memorable. I wonder it won't happen to me anymore. I mean, I have birthday celebrations but it's not as important to somebody else except for my family who would really be there preparing foods so that we could have something to share with even if it's not much. Well, this is just one of the moment I have to stick to that quote, as I paraphrase it, "We should not lean or expect too much to people because they are limited and in their lives, you may not be as important to them as you thought you were." God can only sustain that because He is the God and everything to Him is possible.

Now, I am already used to it. I don't even think I would still be surprised or get exhilarated when, after this, some people would plan a surprise for my birthday. I mean, I'm used to being all secluded during my birthday. And at the very least, I learned that it's good not to expect so much to people, even if they are the closest friends of yours because in this world, sometimes people have ratings to who is the most favorite to the least favorite, or most important to the least important. 

And hey! It's not entirely my life issue I am talking here, it's just the birthday celebration thingy.  :) Am I too dramatic? Well, who cares? This is my blog and I can do anything with it. I can post whatever I like because it's my pleasure and it helps me make myself feel good. 

My Sentiment for this Act (RA 6655)

RA 6655

Free Public Secondary Education Act of 1988

RA 6655 tells about the policy of the State to provide for a free public secondary education to all qualified citizens and to promote quality education at all levels. The significance of this act is that it gives an opportunity to every Filipinos, especially the young ones, to be educated and be taught about basic instructions and lifelong learning that are being taught and done during elementary years and most especially during secondary or high-school years. It is in this stage wherein the student or the adolescent will be exposed to many different encounters that will enhance and develop his skills. The school then plays a very important role in this stage. As we have noticed, some of our fellows suffer from poverty and they can even hardly send their children to school. This act will help them to be productive because in our society nowadays, it is very difficult to prosper financially when we lack education.

The government is therefore right upon implementing this republic act, because if not with this, there would still be many Filipinos who will be suffering from poverty, indolence, and non-productiveness. Naturally, we are raised to be competitive in all ways, and through education we are being helped upon reaching our goals in life and to become competitive not just locally but globally. Secondary education may be taken for granted by many but actually, it’s somewhat the minimum requirement for a person to be hired in a job.

If I am to recommend more from this certain act, it would be much better if all fees, including those ID fee, miscellaneous fee, and others will be all free. Yes, a school still needs financial assistance from the community but it is the government who will be providing for those. In order to achieve this, a more stable economy should be present and an honest government official should be working on hand.

The Common Ground of Friendship

It’s nice to befriend with everybody. I mean, you are not just stuck with one group of friends. You open yourself to the opportunity of knowing more people and experiencing their attitudes, similarities and differences, and you got to broaden your set of connections through the people you befriend with.

I have had many experiences of going out with people whom I am not really comfortable to be with: intimidating people, or a group which I cannot truly fit in. What I usually do is to withdraw from them because I can’t see any reason to stay. But as I journey along with my life and encounter more people that somehow influenced my thinking, I believe that a group or friendship wouldn’t last long if they don’t have a common ground, something they believe generally, something that drives them closer together to build a stronger and firmer relationship towards one another, and that something I mean is someone like Jesus Christ. Jesus is the common ground that makes every relationship stronger, better, and worthwhile. Moreover, as what I have learned and actually experienced, when you have drawn yourself nearer to God, your number of friends multiply over and over.

It’s nice being with people who shares a common interest as yours, someone whom you feel compatible with, but it’s nicer to be with people who are a total opposite of you but your relationship towards one another grows stronger because of that common ground you both have, JESUS. Because when you don't have Jesus, you don't have anything in common AT ALL ... 

Just Some Questions ...

Questions already answered intended for the Final Exam sa akong maidlot na Koya Kristian para sa ilang Rizal's Works na subject.. hehe! :)) My price? So far, I got an icecream for this! I'm still waiting for more icecreams coming! HAHA! Oh well, it's a selfless act. I'm not really that someone who would just give a help for the sake of something in return or benefits.. hihi. :D And glory to God, he did pass the subject!:)

1.) What a mother is, so should her child become?

          - We are all given an intellect to know what is good or bad, and the will to pursue the choices that we’ve made in our lives. I believe that it doesn’t matter who or what your parents are that defines your character and personality. Maybe it is just one of the contributory factors that mold a person. But having it mandated is another story. It would be like you’re raising a robot-like child, not a real child at all.

2.) Ignorance is bondage because like mind, like man.

          - When you put the person in captivity, you are obstructing him from all his rights. Likewise, the person who is ignorant, without knowledge, is unconscious about his rights and therefore would be weak and/or incapable of defending himself. This makes the person living in bondage.

3.) The country cannot expect honor and prosperity as long as the education of the child is defective.

          - Education is very much significant especially for a developing country to achieve a stronger economy. If the education of the child is substandard, then we cannot expect him to bring honor and prosperity to the nation. In order to attain those, global competitiveness is essential. To be globally competitive, proper and right education should be acquired.

4.) Rizal is a reluctant revolutionary.

          - Rizal is not a reluctant revolutionary. He just don’t want to fight with the use of a sword and kill many lives of people like what other revolutionaries do; instead he used his gift of intellect in writing and fought with the use of a pen.

Summer 2012 Plans

Well, that explains it all... :))

My Past Remains As Is

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My past is my past. It made me who I am I have no regrets, wouldn't change a thing. I just don't live there anymore...

I may have been hurt so much before, cried a bunch of tears, gone through sleepless nights thinking of that jerk, but one thing that I always keep in mind during those times is that "Every painful experiences you have today will surely be just a funny memories you will be reminiscing tomorrow..." And truly, it is! Now, I was just enjoying my dull moments remembering all the tears I've been through before and I'm like "Lol! Did I really say that? How come I've been like that! AHAHAHA! I've gone insane! lol" I spend each retrospect moments laughing, thinking of some more, and going through something I never realized before. It's true that you won't be able to grasp the learning that you will be getting from those sad experiences you're going through unless you have accepted everything of it. You've accepted that not everything will go the way you planned it, not everyone are able to do the way you expected them to do, and not all the time that everything will favor you. You also have to keep in mind that nothing in this world is ours to keep. Everything will fade away, people come and go, and they will eventually leave us hanging, unknowing what are we going to do to save our selves from being so depressed. We became so helpless, we feel like we're weak, and it's like your world is crashing down leaving you nothing but tears.

Whatever saddest things you're going through, remember that you're not the only one who is encountering such. It feels better when you know that someone is going through the same, right? So, think that way. Think that you're not alone, somebody out there is also going through the same, more difficult and heart breaking than yours, and think that someday you will thank all these experiences and the people behind it for they have taught you something very important in life. They may not be there to journey along with you, because they are not meant to stay anyway, but the least thing that you can do for yourself is to accept it and let that person go. In that way, you are giving the right person an opportunity to come and take over to journey along with you, not just temporarily but for keeps.

 A thought to ponder:

 When you keep on finding some things, they don't show up. If you rest your self and stop looking for it, before you know it, it's there. 

Not Getting Any Younger

Wow! I never really thought how fast the time is until I have finally celebrated my 19th birthday! It seemed like I am already half a way to bid goodbye to my teenage years. Oh well, not seemed, I am really, truly, and indeed near to that! The next thing? When I get 20, I will make sure that I am still a teen, I mean TWENTEEN... haha! On the other hand, I think it's already a call, an awakening for me to become more matured in handling life and everything. I may not be that good enough in accordance to people's judgment and criticism but I will forever be grateful to all the things that I am doing and will be doing because I live not to please men but to please and give honor to the One who made me. God has always been there for me. He never fails to strengthen me, provide everything that I need, guide me, hold me in His hands, embrace me in times I needed comfort, laugh with me, and lead me to the right path. My friends and family are always there for me and I thank God for giving me those fantastic people in my life. But above them all is Him, my God, and my constant companion. He is not just a Father to each and every one of us but He can also be our friend whom we can share all our perils. He loves us so much that He even sacrificed His life to save us and redeem us from all our sins! John 3:16, alright? :)

My gosh, my paragraph is already not coinciding to the title. HAHA! That's just it! My words are just not enough to describe this overwhelming feeling I have. Anyways, back to the title, I'm completely terrified as I was realizing this phrase. "You are not getting any younger!" Honestly, I feel horrible! Imagining that I am a totally grown up woman makes me really shiver! It's like "Oh gosh! I'm not through with my teenage life! Can I have some rewind, please?" hihi.. But then I know that the only constant in this world is change and I have to go with the flow, or else I might miss out. I am more than thankful to all the people who journeyed with me. Your life is such an inspiration for me to continue living and always give my best shot. My family and friends having no price tags but are very much expensive, valuable and I can't even afford to lose every one of you...

God is always right behind, in front, above, side by side, ALL AROUND US!

God bless and I love you ...  ♥

Gentle Tranquility

Now my world has gone so round

Not with love but fear abound

Yet the end of faith is worry

Unknowing why I’m feeling sorry

I draw my strength from you

Your loyalty was long guaranteed

I almost bid you my adieu

But right into your arms I still heed

I stand not with the things I have

But with the Lord I love

So whatever trials it may be

I know I have a big God over me.