There are times in our life that we experience downfall, storm, chaos, and tears. Life, as it is, is not forever happiness. We always encounter trouble, and tear-bursting happenings.
As for me, I wonder how I am keeping myself happy, alive, and even crack a joke at times. I guess that’s also what makes me simply amazing. However, I know that at the end of the day I would still be alone and then there will I really get to uncover the true me and the things I am struggling inside. Yes, people especially my closest friends could identify that there is something wrong with me but neither of them could understand what it could be about when I don’t say it. People really can understand what we’re going through but neither of them could feel the same way we’re feeling. As much as I can I would try to be secretive of those things disheartening me. I don’t want people know every saddest update of my life because they would never get the point. I can only share what makes me happy as I believe that happiness is contagious and I want to transmit a good vibes upon my colleagues because I want them to remember me that way. On the other hand, there are also times when I would get that strength enough for telling just bits of what I am going through. Though not all, but it helps me a lot.
Life needs life and sharing is one way of making life a life. I share my story, yes, but I know not everyone of you get exactly what I am referring about. Well, I still am thankful for I need not the supportive yet complicating mindset but merely the understanding and companionship.
Well, there's really nothing wrong if we could have a glimpse for a while of our faces in sadness, naive, or merely blank. =/