Got to Renew Everything! :))

Well, it's been a very long time since I got to update and share new things and new ideas in my life. I've got a lot of revelations, chikas, news, stories and the like! I admit I've had tough times during the times that I've became so silent. I had painful experiences that have now become a memory. I've gone through moving on and forgetting things. I'ver been to sleepless nights and crying moments. Nevertheless, I am very proud to say that I HAVE PASSED THE SHAKENING MOMENTS OF MY LIFE. Yes, it was really painful and hard but as time goes by, I was healed. Really, "Time heals". I was surprised when I've got to read the posts on my blog and as I was assessing my feeling I said, "Oh yeah, I've gone through it! alas!". 

Now, I'm back and I am so back to the old me! The "Jessa" being happy, funny, lovely, optimistic, jocund, and pretty! Oh yeah! :D 

A mess becomes a MESSage, and a test becomes a TESTimony!

I am very happy now being with my family, true friends, crushes, and of course with GOD! Being with him is such an overwhelming feeling. I love how it feels when me and my friends talk about Him and share good things God have made for us. I love my life now and I'll be simultaneously loving it 'till the rest of my life when I know I have GOD on my side. He's always been there, 24 hours, all day and night, wherever I am, whatever I am going through, and whoever I have become. HE loves me for whoever I am, whatever I've become, and whoever I will be. I am glad to have God in my life. ALL IS WELL with him! By just believing that He is there, He would always be there. 


WE ARE BLESSED AND HIGLY FAVORED! GOD BLESS YOU!

Look Who's Crying!

"Dammit!" That's just what I always say whenever I feel the tears rolling within my cheeks. It sucks to see someone like my age crying! But I guess I felt more than an idiot whenever I cry.  

It's okay to cry because it gives you a bit of a relief. Our heart consumes so much energy whenever we cry and I think crying is also a way of exercising our heart (well except for those who have heart problems).. Whenever we feel lonesome and sad and we just can't bear anything that is happening in our life, we can call a friend or somebody who can give comfort to us. However, if we're just shy enough to show to other people our crying times, we can find a quiet and empty place where we could burst out all our sadness and pain. If you want to shout, just SHOUT! It feels good to shout. It ceases the pain.

As for me, if Mom's not home and I'm home alone, I just go to my room, lights off, hugging my teddy bear, and my face cupped with a pillow, and then I shout and burst all my pain and weariness. After that, I'll immediately get to the mirror and look at myself. I'll make realizations and reflections regarding the problem I have. I also even cry in front of a mirror. Crazy it may seem but it actually works! 

Well, that's how I do it. I just hate crying in front of people.

As you can see, it makes so much dirt on my face! ^^ lol

Cry if you want to! It makes a good feeling after.

Just make sure that after you cry, you'll make a good possible outcome of your problem. Don't just set yourself for just crying. Make a move!